Bruises on your hips and eyes glazed, feeling distant. I’m faded, I am dazed. The smoke signals calling me out of my cage, I’m waiting, feeling strange. You pull me in close but I’m still cold, I’ve got this feeling in my chest it’s for the best. We go off on our own, see the world in our own type of mindset. It feels so good having my own judgements, making my own decisions. It feels so nice going out with a bang, not gonna boomerang this time around and back to you. Broken words make up the book, fall of the page. I’m hating myself more every day. All those promises are of course never made, it’s burning in my brain. You pull me in close but yet I’m still cold, it hurts inside, I want to fight but I just hide. We always would hold longer than we know, not realizing the lies. It feels so good having my own judgements, making my own decisions. It feels so nice going out with a bang, not gonna boomerang this time around and back to hesitation, manipulation, that’s how it always works. Saw the truth for myself and you better bet I was gone, long gone, no more holding back. It feels so good having my own judgements, making my own decisions. It feels so nice going out with a bang, not gonna boomerang this time around and back to you.
credits
from Motion Reimagined,
released June 25, 2017
Ataraxia - Production, Songwriting, Backing Vocals
Ink Sparks - Lyrics, Vocal Performance, Songwriting
Four-piece instrumental prog and heavy groove from the cold Pacific Northwest. Feel your teeth shiver through "Vostok," ascend with "Startapper," and get kicked back into the ground with "Aubade." Ataraxia