Sudo

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Jealousy disguised
Jealousy disguised
Jealousy disguised
Disguised—

Is it fate?
Or is it fortune?
I can see years
Petrified in this beholding,
I’ve one last piece of the past
I hold it tight, I hold it fast
Fast

Jealousy disguised
Jealousy disguised

Is this real?
This fucking madness?
I can see tears,
Memory clouds the skies and seas of blackness
And I’ve one last time to collapse
Paravoyant dream, no turning back
(Make it real, make it fast)

And with this lifetime,
I feel conflicted
So many wrong turns—
They leave me pitted
I’m not in control,
I’m just a visage
I’m not in control,
I’m jealousy disguised

I’m jealousy disguised

So am I new again?
Digging for the details again?
Like I didn’t even learn the last time
I was caught in a trap
Of humanity and pride,
And it won’t stop tearing me apart
On the inside

And with this lifetime,
I feel conflicted
So many wrong turns—
They leave me pitted
I’m not in control,
I’m just a visage
I’m not in control,
I’m jealousy disguised

Oh, oh, oh
I’m jealousy disguised

I don’t feel right
Oh, I don’t feel right
Oh, I don’t feel right anymore

Oh, I don’t feel right
Oh, I don’t feel right
Oh, I can’t feel right anymore

And with this lifetime,
I feel conflicted
So many wrong turns—
They leave me pitted
I’m not in control,
I’m just a visage
I’m not in control,
I’m jealousy disguised

Oh, oh, oh
I’m jealousy disguised

Oh, oh oh
(Oh, I don’t feel right anymore)
Oh, oh, oh
(Oh, I can’t feel right anymore)

I’m jealousy disgui—

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from Lost and Found, released June 27, 2019

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Hi, I'm Emmy. I play piano, sing, and produce electronic music. Thanks for coming to check some of it out!

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